well, well, well, lookie here. almost a year since my last entry and a lot of sh!t has happened...that "special someone" i last spoke of is not so f^cking special. got me pregnant and dumped me after three months...and says she isn't his. i think i may be wishing she wasn't in a few more hours. i just have to get the paternity test done and just say eff it *shrugs* anyway. my daughter is wonderful and makes everyone feel so ok with her around. i love her so much.
i'm getting married to my childhood sweetheart sometime this year ^^ whee!!! somehow, i don't get how i thought i would be this happy with that other guy. we didn't even really know each other. maybe it was b/c he was so nice and fun in the beginning. he is just so young. makes me hate him more than just sometimes. if i never had to speak to him for the rest of my life, i would be the happiest woman on the planet.
i've fallen away from poetry for a little while. i wrote a piece about tatianna while i was pregnant, but nothing really before or after that.